Isnt it funny, if not annoying even, how you have alot to say, then all of a sudden when given audience, it all goes quiet inside you??? . ..So I had looked forward to blogging for a while now and for the past couple of weeks imagined all that I would write. You know, each time you experience/watch./listen (to) something interesting/weird/strange, you cant wait to get to the nearest PC and blog about it??? Well, that’s how the past 2 weeks had been for me as the courage to blog built up inside me….
I had visualised my blog and imagined all the things I would write about....Interesting things were happening to/around me and I would kick myself for not having enough balls to own a blog where I could talk about it…I itched to tell…
As one with only a handful of friends, with whom I hardly gist; this was my only avenue to release sweet gist from my now overcrowded mind before I implode…and how I love storytelling…(wonder why I don’t do much of that with my friends)….oh well!
Anyway, so the itch grew out of hand & gladly my balls eventually grew big enough for me to blog! Yaaaaaaay! Then GBAM!!! All of a sudden, nothing seems interesting anymore….or at least not post worthy…never mind the fact that I now walk around making an increased effort to be fully aware of all that’s occuring around me….but no! everyone and everything – I believe- have conspired against me, so that nothing is exciting, interesting or strange enough to blog about! *sad* or could it be that I am trying too hard? Y’know, a bit like focusing a bit too much on ever elusive orgasm???
Perhaps, so…maybe I shud just go with the flow…afterall, no be by force to blog everyday and no be by force to be ‘interesting’…abi?
ThAT ASIDE, I got a new job today! Yaaay! Am excited bcos altho I love the ppl I work with, my volume of work now is tooo low (am sure a lot of ppl wud wan2 switch places)…but its really frustrating, coming to work everyday and having nothing to do apart from visiting blogs and going home at the end of the day, with the realisation that all you’ve gained is more info about how other ppl live their lives! I knew I had to leave when I started getting envious if not jealous of my friends who were always too busy working to email-chat with me! :(
Of course, the advantage is, I still get paid afterall! but…av been here for only 8 months and my boss will be gutted that I’m leaving cos she really likes me (of so I think)…dunno how to break it to her…am very apprehensive(?)…dunno, if thats the right word to express how am feeling but sumthin like that sha *remember I said I aint no Wole Soyinka?* lol!….so I’ll spend my weekend thinking of ways to tell her, preparing my letter & rehearsing my speech…God help me on Monday oh!
PRAYER OF THE DAY
Pls God, grant me clear skin! Am sick of soiling all the pale coloured items I lay my fingers on with my Iman Cream-to-Powder CLAY #5 (for those of you that wud be kind enough to buy me foundation!lol!)! Its particularly embarrasing when I’m handling office papers and leave them with brown finger prints….Pls, even if its for just A WEEK…Pls; abeg; laho; bikonu; ejo....Thank you.
Have a fab weekend y'all!
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